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I sit on a couch.
A black leather couch.

In the corner of a coffee shop, where else?

My friends sit next to me, thier faces also glow from the lights of thier computer screens. My empty hot chocolate cup sits on the floor next to me. Satisfaction in a cup.

I've been on the road for 30 days now and I'm beginning to loose at the seams, I think.
Not huge rips or tears, just a little loosening. My suitcase is taking on a new color (and smell), and I'm pretty sure I've used up all my clothing combination possible. I'm starting to feel a little tired and a little worn, which is funny because its not like I never travel. I travel quite often, but today, while sitting my old secret spot, I realized something. I do a lot of destination travel. You know, I GO a lot of places.
But I don't travel alot.
You know, I don't just go.

I guess, in a simpler way:
I go to alot of places, but not through.

I think that I'm getting more tired these days because I change addresses every week.

I'm learning about security and hope and where I put my trust.
I'm learning what Home means. I'm learning that I can be confident in who I am only because I have Jesus, my Home, who gives me grace to get through each day.

I'm learning a lot about the gift of God, grace, and how it empowers me, how I need it to do anything at all.
Anything at all.

I cannot even love God the way I'm supposed to without the Grace to do so.
I used to think grace was all about weakness.I'm learning its all about power.

The power that God gives me to even breathe, to even exist, to even have a thought. I do it all through the Grace that he gives.

I thank God for His indescribable gift.

(below are pictures from my cell phone. Yeah, yeah. I know.)

Develop In Me A Longing That Is Unrestrained

"I ask you, Lord Jesus,

To develop in me, your lover,

an immeasurable urge toward you,

an affection that is unbounded,

a longing that is unrestrained,

a fervour that throws discretion to the winds!

The more worthwhile our love for you,

all the more pressing does it become

Reason cannot hold it in check,

fear does not make it tremble,

wise judgment does not temper it. "

Richard Rolle

Mustache

Hello.

Here is a post. An un-update for you.


I've been on the road for 15 days now. Well, not technically on the road, I've been living in a cabin, in Manitou Spings, Colorado for the past 10 days and before that...a shady hotel room in Kansas City. A conference, an awakening, a flight, a wedding, a bus ride, a day sleeping and a snowstorm later, here I am.

Sitting in the corner chair at the local starbucks, I watched the sun rise on Pikes Peak this morning. The mountain melting majesty. The sun just peaking over,  flushing the entire landscape with warm glory.

I like Colorado. I like it alot.

I feel like every kind of people live here, under this mountain. We are all reminded how small we are, how much we need something bigger than ourselves to live on. Here, under this mountain, this is what I'm thinking about.

Success and Failure and Mountains.

I feel as though I've undergone very open heart surgery. Or maybe even a transplant, of sorts. Like I've been put on the pump and everything.

I went to the OneThing conference exhausted. The Holidays and photography had plain worn me out. I'd been working, working, working for my own personal success.

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Hi.
That was a while ago.
and I never posted it.

But, low and behold, I'm not in Colorado now.

Texas.
Thats where I am at.
And guess what?

I still don't really feel like posting. sooooo...
guess what?

I'm not going to.

I miss this girl:

I want to love Jesus in a way that should be illegal.

Chris and LeAna- Preview

On January 2, 2010 I had the pleasure of shooting the celebration wedding of Chris and LeAna.

A beautiful couple with a beautiful heart.
The pictures?
Well, they are beautiful.


Congrats!

Much thanks to Christina Dickson, at BrideInspired who helped me shoot this wonderful event

 

 

Show me a day when the world wasn't new

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